You got to know yourself better. Honest self discovery is not defeat, now you know for sure what you want and you can pursue it without regrets. Many of us needed to go this path down to realize many dreams are not worth pursing, sometimes minor intensity dreams are the actual call and the actual happiness is in them, we just need to discover that first, and it is not a free journey.
And all that said, you are also right about digital nomad lifestyle sellers. At least we are not in the 70s-90s when the popular call was "stay safe". We got the chance to try which lifestyle we want, desire, can live with.
Take some time to pull yourself together, all things you did made you a better person, and this set of skills will be available for you in all sorts of situations.
You got to know yourself better: honest self discovery is not defeat.
And all that said, you are also right about digital nomad lifestyle sellers. At least we are not in the 70s-90s when the popular call was "stay safe". We got the chance to try which lifestyle we want, desire, can live with.
Take some time to pull yourself together, all things you did made you a better person, and this set of skills will be available for you in all sorts of situations.
You got to know yourself better: honest self discovery is not defeat.