Ouch, I am not sure if you meant it like this, but please don't take it as more proof of how you failed.
You did not. Your remaining desire to live was just stronger, otherwise you surely would be dead. So please live this life, because you want to, not because you have to. All the best!
Edit: And screw those performance based love idiots, they didn't know better and you had no alternative, but now you can find people who know better.
Ouch, I am not sure if you meant it like this, but please don't take it as more proof of how you failed.
You did not. Your remaining desire to live was just stronger, otherwise you surely would be dead. So please live this life, because you want to, not because you have to. All the best!
Edit: And screw those performance based love idiots, they didn't know better and you had no alternative, but now you can find people who know better.