Its with weird realization at 48 years old I am finally able to understand some of the things that my grandfather was silently telling me.
Its not my fault - but I didnt know until I was able to see ;; I have been a "conspiracy theroist" for many years thinking all was golden.
My grandfather, now I know - through his gaze - through his eyes "the window to the soul" - He wanted to tell me, but couldnt tell me until I could understand.
Now that my grandmother has passed at 100 - I now know.
I now know.
My fathers father built hanford.
My mothers father was a weapons person on the Enola Gay.
Its not my fault - but I didnt know until I was able to see ;; I have been a "conspiracy theroist" for many years thinking all was golden.
My grandfather, now I know - through his gaze - through his eyes "the window to the soul" - He wanted to tell me, but couldnt tell me until I could understand.
Now that my grandmother has passed at 100 - I now know.
I now know.
My fathers father built hanford.
My mothers father was a weapons person on the Enola Gay.
I now know the true extent of my nuclear curse.
I need some time to process.