Well, I think I know what your mistake is, because I made the same mistake for a long time before I realized the error of my ways.
Intuition and deep understanding is important, and you won't go far without it. It's arguably the most important thing. But memorization / "knowing" things is important as well, and if you avoid doing that completely, you're just like a two or three legged stool. You need both, for true mastery.
I can't persuade you of this on my own, but if you ever trust something you saw on the internet without proof, hopefully this is the one thing! Haha.
Intuition and deep understanding is important, and you won't go far without it. It's arguably the most important thing. But memorization / "knowing" things is important as well, and if you avoid doing that completely, you're just like a two or three legged stool. You need both, for true mastery.
I can't persuade you of this on my own, but if you ever trust something you saw on the internet without proof, hopefully this is the one thing! Haha.