Huh?

I think the defining problem with cocaine is that it is in fact, awesome.

So fucking awesome that you'll ruin your life to get it.

Seems like the end point in your case though then is "it's bad" Honestly Camus putting a label like "bad" or "good" on a complicated thing like drug usage doesn't seem wise does it?

Apples and pears, I'm afraid.

yet both are fruits.

And yet they have different colours, different tastes, different blah blahs....

Look, its Saturday today, we both have a lot of time, and this can go on and on, but I think we both know what I wanted to convey :-)